I don’t get it.
Before I had my camera I had all the motivation in the world, I was bursting at the seems to go out and snap everything! Yet since I’ve actually gotten it I hardly even touch it. I’m almost too scared of everyone to go outside. HOW ridiculous can you get?! Something just doesn’t feel right and I can’t put my finger on it.
I’d like to figure out what I feel I’m missing or what’s wrong with the way I’m thinking and my state of mind right away because just lingering above being an emotional loser is taking its toll.
I wish I could take my own advice, I seem to be able to talk sense into others.
Le sigh. Oh well, for now I will just sit and read Game of Thrones and dream of fantasy lands and far off places.